Sunday, December 7, 2008

7th Dec 2008 - rek

Haiz... things havent been going my way other than turning gachapons.

Irin made a big huha when i told her i might be going to church.

Mom wants me to take over the fried doughstick stall with dad.

Currently, Irin isnt talking to me. Mom's sad when i say i'll just resign first, then see what to do. and i dont wanna take over the business. Mom wants me to take over and industrialise, but how to? without funds to do it (dad's against monetary support), its simply not possible.

Feel like giving up... feel like shaving my head... feel like running away...

why does everyone make so much noise? why cant i hear myself anymore? why cant i be happy?

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